Bennett: Mom, you okay?
Me: Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just crying a little bit.
Bennett: Why you crying? Who punched you?
Me: Nobody punched me, sweetie, I'm just crying because I wish I had more energy.
Bennett: Does your tummy hurt?
Me: Yeah, my tummy does hurt a little bit.
Bennett: Why does that baby give you owies?
Me: That's just what happens sometimes.
Bennett: Here, mom have a drink (handing me my cup) It will help you tummy feel better.
Me: Oh thank you Bennett, that's very thoughtful of you.
Bennett: Okay, now you can be really happy, okay mom?
Me: Yes, I will be happy and stop crying.
Bennett: Yeah, now you can stop crying and just be happy. . . . Are you happy, Mom?
(And he continued to ask me if I was happy for the next 10 minutes.)
I had several brass players at my house one afternoon to practice their solos for solo & ensemble. Bennett has a fascination with instruments lately, thanks to his interest in the Little Einstein's show. When the first one started playing he said, "Oh, nice, you playin' the tramboon!" (trombone)
Hayden: Are you happy being a Mom?
That question cut me to the heart. I think he was just curious, but this pregnancy was a tough one emotionally. I ended up going on medication for pregnancy-induced depression and until we got all of that figured out, I was kind of a basket case. I cried A LOT. And even though I tried to wait until I was alone, my kids saw me in tears quite often. So it made me sad that Hayden had to ask me if I was happy being a mom. I LOVE being a mom. I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world. But being a mom is hard sometimes and being pregnant makes it even harder. And, it makes me cry more than usual! I explained that to Hayden, but I also thought that I need to make sure my kids see me loving being a mother. Working on that.
Bennett: I am great at playing games and watching shows!
Bennett: Mom! The birds just flew away! Okay, birds, you better come back here. I count to three.
One . . . two . . . three!
Okay, birds, now you get a spankin on you bottom!
Hayden: Are you happy being a Mom?
That question cut me to the heart. I think he was just curious, but this pregnancy was a tough one emotionally. I ended up going on medication for pregnancy-induced depression and until we got all of that figured out, I was kind of a basket case. I cried A LOT. And even though I tried to wait until I was alone, my kids saw me in tears quite often. So it made me sad that Hayden had to ask me if I was happy being a mom. I LOVE being a mom. I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world. But being a mom is hard sometimes and being pregnant makes it even harder. And, it makes me cry more than usual! I explained that to Hayden, but I also thought that I need to make sure my kids see me loving being a mother. Working on that.
Bennett: I am great at playing games and watching shows!
Bennett: Mom! The birds just flew away! Okay, birds, you better come back here. I count to three.
One . . . two . . . three!
Okay, birds, now you get a spankin on you bottom!



















































